nothing related to 'what i learnt in lectures', or my course. my personal views.
今天我的小公主被打了……我的心很痛。她哭得很厉害，哭得很惨……
... yvonne shielded her from that stroke and got caned instead. my lil princess got so freaked out that she kept crying. before the second stroke even landed on her, my emotions got the better of me. i stood up and carried her away.
if.. that stroke was to land.. i'm sure i'll go crazy.
i've no idea why, but i rly think that caning is stupid, a short term solution. why cant we just talk and reason with them? have a small lil talk and sort things out? i believe it'll work better that way.
... 不要跟我讲什么屁话……
‘打在他身上，痛在我心里’
utter bullshit. seriously such nonsense, crappy shit dont work well with me.
i tried all my might to control my attitude today. i think i did well enough, at least.. i didnt allow myself to just shoot all out and yea, all the anger and the many many sentence stuck in my throat.
it takes alot of self-control and... i came home swearing and cursing. (not that it helps and not that i'm all for cursing but well, it's better than shouting at 10+at night)
i feeeeel so stuck. i feeeeeel so pissed off. i feeeeel so numb for a damn moment.
....... damn.
i hate it when my lil princess cries so hard. i had a lil chat before she almost got cane. she understands what i'm talking abt. she knows how to react to my question.
i believe she do know what i'm talking. she actually was afraid of me after the chat because i'm the only one who sat her on my lap and talk to her, that way.
not a believer in pampering child too. but definitely against hitting children.
i believe in having talks with them.. you know, somehow i rly think they understand and just dont know how to bring their msgs across as well as we do.
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